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| Loving Arashi's new single "Face Down." It's super addictive. to listen to. On the school front, I'm still working hard. Finals are next week, so I just have to give it my last spurt before I pass out for the summer. XD I've started writing and drawing more. Designing a cosplay costume to be specific. I'm kind of OCD, so I've got 8 pages of detail so far. Possibly more after the measurements... On a side note, here's some random writing I meant to turn into a short story but have no idea what to do with. --- Danger. The lights were out, bodies were down and she was alive. Awfully alive. This was bad. Bad. Bad. Bad. She was yelling the word over and over in her head, breathing it, until she was alive with just a word, just a superficial feeling of what was true.
Only then would everything be okay.
The only way to cope with the detached world was to be detached yourself. Everyone knew that. You reduce your existence to megapixels and megabytes, so insignificant, a tiny speck in cyberspace. Time was indifferent you existence. You didn’t need meaning in black and white. You needed to cope. Cope in the distractions and something true would come along, find you, feed you lies and you’d be okay.
She hadn’t found it yet. The lies-feeder. Breathe. Breathe. Mind flow. The blue and purple pills. She took another pair, a colorful pair, like broken blueberries. You need to get away. Ride the high, dump the fear, and get away.
Back up. Rewind. Explode. The smack of soles against the pavement, the cold, escaping to dead sunlight and matted humidity. Night. Open up, run, run, run.
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| I suddenly have that feeling where you miss someone very much, but have no idea how to fix it. :/
*sigh*
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| I haven't posted here in forever, lol. During the last two weeks, I was suffering finals at school and stuffs. Hopefully I will be able to post on my LJ more. I dunno about making graphics again though. I'm not that good. XD Also I've joined a role-playing site! So I've been making signatures and things like that for everyone~ Maybe I can post them here, but I doubt if anyone wants to see. ANYWAY. BACK TO POKEMON FOR MEEEEEEE! <3<3 I need to fangirl Arashi some more, they have been unloved for two weeks. D: PS: Does anyone know how to get rid of these annoying ads that keep appearing on my LJ? >:I | |
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| I seriously need to update this journal. >_< In other news, I GOT POKEMON WHIIIIITTTTTEEEEEEEE!!! And I also brought the 3DS, since Arashi is advertising it and I am in love with my DS anyway. But school is kicking my butt. ;^; I need to do those memes elitejean has tagged me in. :< I'll do theeeeeem... @_@ - Tags:life
- Location:Dorm
- Mood:sleepy
 - Music:Arashi - To be free
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| Hey everyone~! Just wanted to say I'm on hiatus and probably will be for a while. As of now I barely get one day of the week off from work and by the time I get home, I rarely can check livejournal. ;^; I will still reply to messages/comments people send me, but graphics-wise, there won't be many updates. X_X Sorry!
I wanted to say that during summertime I would have more time to make graphics for you all, but it doesn't look like it will happen. :< Sorry! I will try to make as much as I can as soon as I can~ Hope you all can forgive me!
By the way, Arashi's Monster PV was AMAZING! :D Loved it, and the making of. XD So cute, especially Ohno's RAWR-ness. :D
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| Soooooooo~ I wrote some very short "flash fiction"-type fanfiction. I usually write long, detailed fics, but I like this short style. Mostly Arashi-centered, but the last one features Daisuke Takahashi, the figure skater (lol, couldn't help myself, he's so cute~ You can read my post about him here.)! Read, comment, and enjoy~! --- ( Ohno Satoshi X OC: Sunsets )--- ( Ninomiya Kazunari: 1 UP! )--- ( Aiba Masaki X OC: Pretty Packaging = Perfume )--- ( Matsumoto Jun, Ohno Satoshi: Cooking Specialties )--- ( Sakurai Sho, Aiba Masaki, Ninomiya Kazunari: Lunch )--- ( Daisuke Takahashi X OC: Smiles )--- Let me know what you think~ I'll post graphics. Sometime. When Physics is not trying to kill me. X_X!! | |
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| First things first~! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAKURAI SHO-CHAN~! ^-^ So what better for our birthday boy than more graphics~! XD I also added a little something extra on the end~! Because it's a birthday for a very special boy?man?hot-idol-of-sexiness?, so why not~ And yes, I know practically everyone has made graphics out of the an-an shoot but but but... I can't help myself! He's just so beautiful! I even got sucked into buying the mag! XD KYAAAAAAAAAAA~! Sho-chan, don't say that you're not sexy! You are heart-throbbingly, please-give-me-a-heart-attack gorgeous! :3 Scans credits go to jesychan , shokim , SNG, katokathy , and crazykiraresources@deviantart.com for the patterns! Hope I didn't leave anyone out! :3~ So, let's start with my favorite Sho-chan! ^-^ Nosebleed to your heart's content! XD  OMG SHO. ::O~!!! Kyaaaaaaaaaaaa, you have such a beautiful body~ *nosebleeds to death* And I'm not going to say more, otherwise this is bordering on inappropriate... (omg, his abs, his arm muscles, ahhh, his lips~) I might have passed out while making this from losing so much blood from nosebleeding, lol! X3~  And of course, a close up of his face! XD Ahh, there is something so sexy about his eyes here... it's very very very danger, but I can't help myself! (lol, thank you Aiba-chan XD) Kyaaaaaaaaa~!  KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~! Cause I couldn't NOT make a wallie of this picture! (I'm squealing a lot. O_O) The quote is from the mag, in the small bit of text that they had (I know right, I totally forgot there was text, I was busy bleeding out, lol), but Sho says this in response to what he thinks a man's sexiness is. That wasn't translated by me, I had someone help me with that. Oh Sho, you bring out PLENTY of expression with those intensely desirable eyes! X3~!  AHHHHHHHHHH, SLOPING SHOULDERS YES YES YES YES YES YES YES (You can tell this post is making me insane, ne? lol.) Quote was just something I made up when I saw this picture. He seems to be looking after someone, ne? Me? *is shot* XD In any case, I have to say Sho has one of the sexiest backs I've ever seen! Whew~ *fans self*  Because I am I sucker for this color and OMG SHO~! XD I think I used this scan x1378924638765865387 amount of times in all sorts of stuff, lol. But but, THE SHOOOOOOOOOO~! He's just so... perfect! (I seriously need to stop being so insane, i'm scaring my neighbors. O_o) AND NOW FOR THE ICONS. XD~! Not all of them are from an-an, lol. :3~ Enjoy!               
  
     All for a total of... 28 graphics for Sho on his special day! :D YAYYYYYYYYYY~! I love you Sho-chan! Now, for my next special thing... a FANFIC. Normally I don't write these kinds of things, but what the heck, for my Sho-chan, I will! The OC remains totally unnamed, so just imagine whoever you like~ XD Title: The Charm of Music Rating: PG (I guess, just to be safe?) Pairing: Sakurai Sho X OC Summary: Choices interrupted by... what, a girl?! ( Ehh, which to choose?! ) | |
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| Hehe, I changed my background picture and my default userpic~! Hope you guys like, because I LOVE the recent Hanako photoshoot Sho was in~! :3 He's so hot. And sexy. And I love the sweater he's wearing. The colors suit him so perfectly; they make him look royal, ne~! *O* He's beautiful~! (Well, he always is, but this photoshoot is just breathtaking and it made my heart stop and my ovaries explode and my skin tingle and my mouth drool.... And I know I sound so stalker-ish and unappealing now, lol...) Resources include katokathy , SNG, shokim , jesychan , and crazykiraresources@deviantart.com for the patterns~! If I forgot anyone, I'm sorry. ;^; Just tell me and I'll add you to the list~! Sooooo, I obviously had to make some wallpapers and stuff of my sexy Sho~! And some other wallies of the other cuties of Arashi (Well, okay, it seems to be just Nino)! XD Let's get started! As usual, if you would like a different size, just state in your comments! I always read all of the comments and reply, because I love reading them~! :3  Guess who~! Neener~! :D Okay I couldn't resist; this picture is too cute! Snoopy? And that scarf? He was setting himself up for this. That cute smile~! Ah, Nino takes awesome pictures~!  lol, right to Sho. I love his shirt here~! And the vest! Sho looks great here, so I couldn't help myself~! XD Enjoy him~! :3  His eyes here~! *O* He's so dreamy and beautiful~! I wanted to keep him simple here, since I wanted him to fill up your entire screen with his sexiness! XD~ His hair looks beautiful here; I want to run my hands through it~ XP  Sho really is mesmerizing, ne? I like the effect of his name here and, of course, Sho's suit/blazer/coat of pure sexy. XD And Inoue Mao has no idea what she's missing. SLOPING SHOULDERS ARE AWESOME. X3  So perfect... so irresistible... those eyes... those lips... *off in fangirl world and never coming back for a very long time, lol*  I love this. So much. Those lips. Those eyes. That Sho. So wonderful here. I need to buy this magazine, lol. Off to the icons guys~! These are totally random, except for the obvious Hanako Sho ones, lol. XD Enjoy! I think I have a Ohno/Aiba icon in there... XD                     And that's all~! :D I hope you all enjoy~! Please, sexy Sho says~!: - Credit is awesome~! :3 - Don't take and claim as yours! Maou will find you! - Comments are <3 and full of hotness. :D SHO MONTH YEAH~! He's going to be... 28? :3 He just gets cuter, that's all I have to say~! XD Enjoy, everyone~! | |
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| YAY~! 10 years since Arashi-chan's debut! I made something nice for them to celebrate!  HAPPY 10TH ANNIVERSARY, ARASHI-CHAAAAAAAAAAAAN~! I love you all! From SQUISHY!cheeks, bread-loving, sexy Maou Oh-chan to animal-loving, super groovy, cheerful Aiba-chan to cool, stylish, Domyoji Jun, to music-loving, magician gamer Nino to MY ALL TIME FAVORITE hot, sexy, rapping, sportsfail!, goregous-smile, intelligent Keio-boy, newscasting SAKURAI SHO-CHAAAANNN~! Many thanks to you for spreading all of the happiness, love and upbeat music you gave us and here's toward your 11th year! I will always support your goals guys! Don't ever give up~! This is only the beginning! :3~! I celebrated a little today~! ^-^ And I made sure I smiled to everyone today, and all this week too! From Monday to Sunday, every every everyday~! :D Thank you for bringing me such happiness, Arashi-chan! Even if I have a paper due soon, lol. XD~! | |
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| So I churned out a few more wallpapers~! If you like these, please check out the other ones on my livejournal! Comments are very much appreciated! I read and reply to all of them! :D Credits for the scans go to arashi_yuuki , katokathy , jesychan and very-danger.com! And credit goes to crazykirarescources @ deviantART for the patterns~! XD ON WITH THE WALLPAPERS! Feel free to ask for resizing! :D  My first Arashi wallpaper, lol. I can't believe I didn't make one before. :O But anyway, it'a all the Arashi members looking at their wonderful rainbow-infested name~! XD And the text behind that is all of Arashi's singles! Can you find your favorite single? ^-^ (Riida is so tan compared to everyone else, ne? O_o)  NINOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~! XD Isn't he beautiful?! I love love love the almost-black-and-white feel of the scan and Nino's expression. And the hair! I like the font I used here too~! Ah, everything just blends so well because Neener is there~! XD  This one a bit more colorful than the last one.It's nino with soba/noodles/who cares nino is CUUUUTE~! It took me a while to get the colors right here, but I like the end result. Even though it seems simply made, I had to do a lot of tweaking to fix up the scan since the quality was not perfect. BUT NINO IS PERFECT, ISN'T HE?!  AHHH OVARIES EXPLOSION! XD Sho in towel! Gracing your desktop! OMG HE'S SO HOT I LOVE THIS SCAN SO MUCH S O MUCH~! Saving the best for last! ^_<~! But who can resist such a sexy Sho? And the hair? That smile? Those EYES?! *fangirl seizure from all the hotness~* And that's the wallpapers. Mostly Nino-centric, ne? O_O I don't know why! That boy takes great pictures! --- Personal Picspam time! I meant to post these a long time ago but... whatever.  YES. I brought Arashi 5x10 All the best regular edition on eBay! And it's pictured with my truth CD because... well... I just love that CD! XD THE BUS~! *rolls happily on the ground*  CROGUNK! He sits on my desk, guards my compy. :D  YES~! In celebration of My Girl, I brought LADYBUG EARBUDS! Aren't they cute? I just love them to bits~! :D That's it for today~! What a hobo update I know, but... meh. XD I also made a four-year plan today. Jeez, the planning. @_@ Intense stuff! I can't believe after this, I have to go out and get a job and no longer hobo around as a student. O_o" WHY?! Oh well, I guess my goal is to... move to Japan, stalk Sho and make him marry me! Hey, I can dream, ne? :D~! | |
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